Its meaning is way too powerful. I mean it can make you stuck looking for nowhere, feeling empty, alone, lost in somewhere where "nothing" is the key word.
The "why" word... That curse that pursuits so many souls, which power is so terrible that lots of those souls ends lost, without any chance of resisting it, because whenever "why" word come its because you are not prepared.
You look for a reason. For something you can hang. You need it. You start to stress so much when you realise the meaning is such an empty answer.
Then you fall. Deeper, deeper, deeper... and... deeper. Can you imagine any other feeling like this? Such a powerless emotion... Such a weakness that grows... Emptyness... Emptyness is what surround us...
Whom, how, when can anybody, anything make something like this?! How would it be possible to fall so deep?!
You. Nobody else can do it. Only you. It's only you that can throw your own soul into the abism.
Face yourself. Nothing else. Only you. You are the problem.
Did you ever ever ask yourself what would be of "life" without a "why"?
Maybe you don't know, because the "why" came now and you weren't prepare. But I can tell you that "life" is only "life" because it has something to show you. Now its only you who can make it worth, or worthless. It is you that can decide if you wanna be stuck or if you want to move foward.
It is you that can control "why" word.
I tell you for sure, when you have climbed the abism what you will only see is light and the darkness behind.
Suicide death should draw near.
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